I don't know why its so comforting listening to someone talk about something about when they were a child. Maybe it because you can see their eyes take them back to that moment for just a split second. Maybe its because then you understand a little more about why they are the way they are. Maybe its because its always the funniest and stupidest things that people remember. Maybe its because you can think about yourself at that age too, and how much you were like them, and that gives just that much more hope that you will change the same.

So this is the great divide
this is where we decide
whether we are worth it worth the distance
the seven hour difference
the nights spent alone
or drunken in other's homes
missed lips
mouths unkissed
I was never good at talking on the phone
but I can give you a dumb poem
written by a girl with an idiot heart.

I think I'm just going to have to accept the fact that no matter where I am in my life, who I am with, who I become, or what I end up doing, I will always find a way to feel guilty.

You told me I'm the only one letting me down.
You watched me fall apart and told me to blame myself when I didn't have the strength to piece myself together.
No one tells you growing up that sometimes life breaks you in places that can not be fixed by love or time.
We all have troubles, but some people's strength are hanging by a thread.

always in love, always unrequited.

You once told me that love is going ten thousand miles just to see them for a few minutes, leaving just to go back again. You went those thousands of miles. But instead to come back to tell me about it.

But my experience with love is going ten thousand miles an hour and being slammed onto a brick wall.

I tried to convince myself the idea that I could live my life alone. But sometimes I just really need you.