What if you meet a boy who you tried not to like
but he does fucking everything right?

yes, maybe's, and no's can be revoked.
people are never the same, peoples mind's change,
just know that pain cannot.
It echos through the heart.

I'm sorry there should have been a disclaimer. Broken: lifts like a feather, but falls like a stone.

I don't know why its so comforting listening to someone talk about something about when they were a child. Maybe it because you can see their eyes take them back to that moment for just a split second. Maybe its because then you understand a little more about why they are the way they are. Maybe its because its always the funniest and stupidest things that people remember. Maybe its because you can think about yourself at that age too, and how much you were like them, and that gives just that much more hope that you will change the same.

So this is the great divide
this is where we decide
whether we are worth it worth the distance
the seven hour difference
the nights spent alone
or drunken in other's homes
missed lips
mouths unkissed
I was never good at talking on the phone
but I can give you a dumb poem
written by a girl with an idiot heart.

I think I'm just going to have to accept the fact that no matter where I am in my life, who I am with, who I become, or what I end up doing, I will always find a way to feel guilty.

You told me I'm the only one letting me down.
You watched me fall apart and told me to blame myself when I didn't have the strength to piece myself together.
No one tells you growing up that sometimes life breaks you in places that can not be fixed by love or time.
We all have troubles, but some people's strength are hanging by a thread.