And there are some things I know for sure,
one of them being that its not always going to be easy.
In fact sometimes it may be pretty difficult.
but from the little I know of us both,
I know I'd like to fight a good fight with you.

What if you meet a boy who you tried not to like
but he does fucking everything right?

yes, maybe's, and no's can be revoked.
people are never the same, peoples mind's change,
just know that pain cannot.
It echos through the heart.

I'm sorry there should have been a disclaimer. Broken: lifts like a feather, but falls like a stone.

I don't know why its so comforting listening to someone talk about something about when they were a child. Maybe it because you can see their eyes take them back to that moment for just a split second. Maybe its because then you understand a little more about why they are the way they are. Maybe its because its always the funniest and stupidest things that people remember. Maybe its because you can think about yourself at that age too, and how much you were like them, and that gives just that much more hope that you will change the same.

So this is the great divide
this is where we decide
whether we are worth it worth the distance
the seven hour difference
the nights spent alone
or drunken in other's homes
missed lips
mouths unkissed
I was never good at talking on the phone
but I can give you a dumb poem
written by a girl with an idiot heart.

I think I'm just going to have to accept the fact that no matter where I am in my life, who I am with, who I become, or what I end up doing, I will always find a way to feel guilty.